Hi i'm new to the whole ana world no thats a lie i've been trying for about 4 months but kept binging and i mean well over 2000 caleries and then started taking laxatives but put weight on instead of losing it whenever i'm going good my mum and bf forse me to eat saying that it's unhealthy not to yeah right like being fat is healthy, i'm 5,8 and weigh 10 stone that 140 pounds i want to be 8.5 stone i don't know what that is in pounds sorry but i'm about 20 pounds off i think please help me start off i need advise and to keep at it without giving in , i eat when i'm depressed and i'm depressed cos i'm fat please reply asap and help a